The Rose Garden

The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of.

The heart really amazes me at times, it has so much nooks and crevices that I do not know how much secrets that it can hold. Feelings are hidden deep inside all these nooks and crevices and they seem to have a habit of jumping out and presenting themselves in the most ironic and unexpected way.

Its just totally mind boggling.

My days pass with much anticipation and mirth and yet I still am trying to grasp the notion of being in love, and more importantly, being loved. Because, I had always believed its  easy to love, hard to be loved and hardest still for these two phenomenons to manifest together as a single entity thereby creating a chemical reaction of fireworks and passion between two individuals.

My body stirs whenever I get touched by him. It seems like my body is too alive and is burning with a fiery urge all the time. All the senses are revitalized and everything seems so much prettier and more colorful. I sought no refuge against all these, choosing instead to embrace everything that I feel, sense, touch and smell.

For the first time in so many months, I feel alive.

Ironically, it took such a long time for me to finally figure out that love does not have to come with loud pomp at first sight. It can also come slowly; a meandering stream of passion.

And in order to understand all the wonders of such, one will have to take the plunge and abandon oneself into this rose garden that we named Love.

~ by blurfroggie on June 26, 2009.